hi, so i have a very complicated story to share.
I just moved from my hometown to India at the age of 15, and I started school, i was scared about how people would be but then i met this guy, a senior football player. He liked me and I was told by a lot of people and soon after him and I started dating. He was my sun in the day and moon at night, he was the bestest thing that ever happened to me.
We loved me a lot but a lot of times he took me for granted and each time promised it wouldn't happen again so I let it pass, but it kept happening and i kept keeping my cool. He would ignore me for playing with his games, he wanted to kiss me when I was lying sick in a hospital and get off the oxygen mask, he wanted Finally came the time for college, we were moving to different cities, and we had to now decide if we wanted to try long distance or not. We spoke a lot to each other about it and out friends and decided to do it. He moved to America for college and I stayed back in India. A month in long distance it was ll great, we were good. But then he started telling me how bad it was and how he hated long distance, he wasn't being strong at all. Then came a day when I couldn't take it, after a month of long distance we broke up. I gave it a break for a few weeks and then asked if we could work on it again, he said I should just let him be and stay away, but i didn't I kept trying, he kept turning me down. Agreed I should have just stayed away but I couldn't I was lonely back here and I wanted him, I couldn't just let him go.
I started college on the day of his birthday, I called to wish him, he yelled at me for calling to wish. So then I decided to just move on. I met this guy in college, we've been friends for 7 years and he started listening to me vent about my now ex bf and helping me with college, he loved me and wanted to date me, but i didn't. This college guy asked me out, I didn't say yes or anything. My ex heard of this and called to get back but I told him I wasn't interested and I didn't wanna get back with him. And this college guy cursed at him a little for being so rude to me. My ex kept calling me a slut, and telling me how my parents should be ashamed to have raised me.
I did however move on and date this college guy about 8 months down the line cause I was lonely but not because I wanted to but soon after we broke up cause I didn't feel anything for him. I want my ex back. He wants me too but he can't just accept that I didn't really leave him. He keeps saying I shouldn't have left him, but I didn't leave. I'm right here. What should I do?