We were friends initially then I started loving him. When I was about to propose him he told me about his girlfriend. I was broke but since I couldn’t afford to lose him and his happiness so that time I withhold my love and didn’t told him anything. I also made a considerable distance with him, have controlled myself at the most I could from talking to him and everything possible, But couldn’t stop myself from thinking about him everyday every second from the last 2 years.<
A month ago he called me and told that his girlfriend dumped him. He attempted suicide coz he loves her madly. I have promised him to do the best which could make him normal and now He wants me to search a new girlfriend for him because he thinks that this is the only way to get rid of his x. I couldn’t sleep for the last 5 days due to this issue. He knew that I love him but he sees me as his best friend only.
I still love him and could do anything for his happiness, but finding a girlfriend for my own love is really very painful. He is very disturbed and I cannot see him in this state. Is there a way-out?????
Plz plz plz help me I m feeling demise suffocation.