i am in a major problem...i am very confuse about my future & present with my boyfriend , we are from different caste & our parents are strictly against inter caste marriage. sometimes i want to break up because we both know that we don,t have future together.sometimes i think who knows about future at least we should be together till our parents separate us.
This is not the only problem, we constantly fight, he has a big male ego, he abuses me sometime but he always say he never wanted to just in anger he said those bad things to me.when it comes to trust, he asks me every detail of my day, initially i used to like all these things his possessiveness, his clinginess but now it suffocates me.
he always say he will change with the time, my unconditional love will change him. i have forgiven him many times but things are not working now he is asking for one last chance i am really confuse so many issues are there in our relation.sometime i feel i only care for him as a friend, my feelings are not same. i am so confuse.should i continue or not, if i will break up he will try to hurt himself.he is acting very emotional nowadays, i still love him a lot, but i can,t betray my parents, they have sacrificed lot for me.