Wait for her to accept love relationship or should Move on ?
Hi guys, I'm 20 years old pursuing aerospace engineering from a reputed college. The girl i like is a medico, and we both were high school friends. We know each other for 5 years and have been best friends since then. I had told her about my feelings two years, and had confessed. She was confused and said it's not a decision for me to make, and had rejected me but we stayed friends none the less. Since then we had talks on my feeling every once in few months and has always ended to friendship. Our relationship had all the elements of a proper relationship, except for not hearing i Love you and physical intimacy. And everytime things would go on smoothly for a while we would reach a peak of our relationship(she even has told okay we'll stay together lets see what happens in future) and suddenly just after that within few days she would say we shouldn't be like this we are just friends etc etc and the cycle repeated, this cycle has happened for five time already and every time i would say we would stay just friends and tried to keep a hold on my feelings. The last time she told that we can't be together because our families are from a different castes and the marriage wont happen in future so there's no need of being/ having those feelings, even after talking for hours she wouldn't budge and said lets split and didnt call me for a few days. But again she started talking and things started moving on. I had not raised any point of my feelings with her even after 4 months but suddenly one of her friends had told her those feelings wont die, either stay away from him or be together. So she had asked about this, i told her yes they have not gone, i might hide them but they stay. She thought about it for a day or two and said lets be together and after a few hours again started we cant be together and all. I asked her promise me weather if she had any feelings on me or not, if didnt have i would leave her and wont trouble her. At first she hesitated and didnt reply, she said i didnt have but didnt make a promise when i insisted she was quite. After a day again the same talk resumed and this time she said Yes' i didn't like you and all. I felt bad because, it felt as if all this time i had forced her for everything and told her chose a side i cant be in between just as a friend. She said you can continue being just a friend and try on me again and again but i would never change you should give up on your feelings. So, i made the call okay if you can't change then fine lets stop talking and hung up sorry if there was any mistake from me...
It been almost a week and there hasn't been anything from her, i havn't contacted her since then too(many of the time previous i would have txtd her many a time to call or reply). I feel like calling her or txtng her but i want her to do the same not me as I've done that always in the past. A friend of mine is telling me to move on dont wait for her. But half of my mind tells me to wait.
What should i do?
P.S: She a very reserved person and has a very few friends other than me. And would do anything that her parents say. She doesnt want to her parents even a slightest bit from her side. I'm a bit sensitive guy.
