What should be correct outlook on previous relationships of spouse?
Hi all,
I have been born and brought up in a conservative environment and consider premarital dating undesirable. I have never attempted to date.
Recently my family has started to search for a bride for me. To every girl I meet, I end up asking her that whether she has had a relationship (if yes then was it sexual). Most of the girls say yes (to both). Needless to mention I get to receive a lot of unwelcoming words.
I have my insecurities towards such.
First, in every husband and wife relationship there is going to be some amount of quarrel. As far as I have seen (in my college) that the "couples" tend to behave very nice and loving in front of each other. I can share that the men don't use the same kind of words in front of their girlfriends as they do in front of guys (I guess now they are doing). What I mean to say that they show what is good in them more often to keep up the girl. So barely they quarrel. When they marry to a different person, and suppose they quarrel, tend to compare them with their ex-es (one of my friends said literally that "she" was much better than you, divorced now). This creates a wedge in their relationship.
If they marry the same person then the expectation from the spouse will be much higher (similar reasons). When they don't meet up their expectations, they tend to separate.
Second, This is a trustability issue. Many people will condemn me on this. If I marry a girl who has had sexual relationships in past, her ex-boyfriend can come up later (and above mentioned reason) she can leave me. Or she can have an extramarital fling with someone else. That trust I can't have so easily. Agreed to the fact that this is possible with someone who never had a relationship and the girl may be loyal to her husband but still somewhere my heart does not get convinced and I will never be able to trust my wife.
I wanted to ask that this outlook of mine is it correct? Am I being narrow minded. What then is the correct outlook to this. And please if possible provide me an example of a couple where wife has had some sexual relationships in past (may be more than one) and is now loyal to the person. No fictional stories. Real life stories and verifiable details. As far as I have seen no such example is available (wife is either having an extramarital affair or the couple has separated).
PS: I request guidance, not criticism. I understand I may not be correct or entirely wrong, but these are my insecurities I am sharing with you all. Kindly don't use demeaning or insulting statements. Also for those of you who say that there is nothing wrong in extramarital affairs and we need to live with it, please ignore this, I am not interested to hear this on the name of being progressive and modern. I don't want to be that insensitive to ignore other person's heartbreak.
A humble request, please don't forward this to any media (social or otherwise). I don't want to be criticised for having asked a correct outlook for the popularity of a post.