I messed up..i'm confused..made simple things complicated..please advise..

i never had a girlfriend but always needed someone whom i can share myself with. then there came this girl few months back, she is in same course in my college she don't talk to anyone except her few friends. on first day we stared at each other for few seconds. i got intuition that she wanted to talk to me, but let me tell u she is very beautiful and has rejected many boys and i m average looking guy. from that day i m seeing that girl at many places where i used to be. at many places i felt that she is here for me only. i wanted to talk to her but never got courage. after one month of trying to talk to her, then i took her contact no from her friend, and called her but when i told my name to her she told me she don't want to talk to me. but on next day when i entered college she came right next to me standing with her one friend which she always be with. and she stood there till i entered in my class. in her class there is a boy who proposed her once, he told me she is very pissed off with me and she will never talk to me. she will not even be my friend because i smoked cigarettes from that day i left cigarettes. i tried to say sorry by writing sorry on the bench she used to sit. then our exam began, now when i see her she always look angry at me..the expression one her face looks like"don't even try".. tomorrow is our last exam if i missed that day i will not see her for two months. what should i do??

You are taking things so seriously, nothing is messed up. Its just a phase, rather in this situation you should adapt attitude to move forward. You are giving too much attention to this girl. There are many ways to get attention but not the way you did, you not even said HI directly to her and then you went ahead to make call.. generally people exchange phone numbers when they get to know each other. You just exhibited bluntly that how desperate you are and left a bad impression by obtaining her number and calling her directly.

You should have been more bold, should have tried to act as friend for her to get close to her, befriend with her friends , find common friend.. but above all, its your exam, forget her completely. In leisure time think if you really need to talk this girl after all those mistakes you did or you should move over ?

being a girl all i would say is you are just over reacting. it's sweet that you love a girl and in fact left smoking. but you should try things from basics. if any unknown guy would have called me and told me he want to be friends. then i would have reacted the same way that girl is going. before starting a relation try to be friends with her. in that way she will decide whether to take your friendship to next level or not. even if she refuses your proposal you will still be friends with her. and one day she might realize that you are the perfect guy for him :).

And Shanaya is right.

I might some day ask for her help too to get views from point of view of a girl :)

Sure.. i am always there for suggesting n i would love to help Savera :)