Hi Friends, Happy Morning
As the new year comes , The bond of our relation will be stronger than ever. Wish U Happy New year. Yesterday i went to my boy home with the hope that i ll talk to his mom with some convincing words abt that incident, but my boy didnt alllow me to talk... itz bcoz my dad too came wit me yesterday since his home is little farer from mine my dad accompanied me. my boy told me not to act like a matured girl in front of my dad...anyway i felt happy to stay there, i felt its my home...yes i have hope itz gng to be my home sooner...i was really happy there...pulkit, as u told i decided when nothing helps me including my boy i m gonna take my own risk, i m gonna tell itz only me who loved him for 2 yrs but he didnt love me, i ll tell i cant live without him, even i m ready to put my life in risk, all i want his at the end my boy should hold my hand both our parents should bless us....i hate 2013 for all i came across but 14 i want it to be something something soooo special...have a nice day friends...!!!
Yeah, let me tell u dear...!
I always find reason to visit his home, and the only reason i keep using to visit his home is to clear my doubts in assignment, project etc etc...and in the same way yesterday i planned to visit his home to return back his books that i got for my exams and to decide about my project title...sometimes he used to come to my home ,sometimes i ll visit his home but ours only reason his regarding subjects..that's y i used to say there is no career for me without him...though v made it a reason to visit each others home we.. not we, he really loves MBA and things regarding that.. he kept doing all the works for me..i m a south Indian girl from typical traditional family, and of-course u very well know regarding certain restrictions towards girls freedom...and that's the reason dad accompanied me to visit his home.that too since i m from rural area obviously i cant expect bus all the time to go anywhere and of-course my dad as to take me anywhere since no other option left...
i prepared myself what are the things i should talk to his mom to impress her, but just for formality before leaving home i asked mom whether shall i tell his mom not to worry abt the past incident and be strong to face the mere future but my mom all of the sudden told me to just concentrate on the work for what i m going and not to act like a matured girl..but i didnt mind her words but i felt little hopeless so i asked my boy through msg shall i talk to ur mom something convincingly but my boy too told dont try to do something since ur father also will be there dont act like matured and dont tell something and make her cry u just stay cool thats enough...then what to do i too felt not to talk to her...
when i entered his home everyone seemed to be normal and they showed some smile in their face, ofcourse every one will do that when someone comes to someone homes, and it is not necessary to show all their worries to every visitor knw, that too v are just known one and not relations...but my father is the one who used to help them at difficult times...after a chip of water both our father started to talk regarding his home construction these or that, his mom after having some formal chat went to kitchen to bring snacks for us, i planned to run after her to talk something but i remembered all the words from my mom and my boy so i stayed back...
my boy's usual happiness when i visit his home is not visible he pretended to be so serious abt subjects and asked me what are the things need to be done(regarding subject)...both our parents didnt find topics to continue disscussion but they managed to keep chating until v both complete our subject work...his mom got some nuts for us, helped my boy to bring some books from other rooms and then started to continue her art work.. she is good at making handmade wire bags...i kept sighting my boy and he kept trying to put some topics in my mind regarding my project...though they three(my boy, his parents) pretended being ok but i can see the worries that is hidden in their face that too his father was really so bad at looking...he is filled with worries.
i was looking at home recalling all my dreams that how i dreamed i should live there, same thing continued for sometime, my boys career goal is to start a college that to making all his siblings and me as a trustee i can see how he worries since all his dreams collapsed. but still i have hope i can make my boy acheive his desire by standing on his own and me accompanying him..
later v had dinner there and after dinner and some chat me and dad decided to leave from there...almost v spended there for 2 hrs..and it was cool only.my boy showed to all of us his new tab, eye glass but his main intention is i should look at it and say him through msg how it looks...but for sometime i pretended not looking at them but he kept showing it until i see it and when i returned home he asked me through message how it looks...
before and all v both keep sighting each other but this time its only me.. the reason i m telling this is he avoids me,no?