Hi.....I don't know if this is love or friendship or lust. I joined a new company recently from 7 months and live in the same apartment complex as my colleague. Initially we did not even touch each other....were just friends and he helped me a lot. Slowly we started holding hands and he used to kiss me on the cheek and hand. We openly have been talking about how our families are totally different and each of us can never love or marry anyone and it has to be an arranged marriage. But I started liking him and have become dependent on him to hold me together, hug me and talk to me. We keep talking, texting everyday even at work and after coming home, we cook at one's place and eat together. Slowly we started lying down in the same couch while watching tv. He used to kiss me all over the face on hands and on my breasts. But recently we kissed each other on the lips because we could not resist. Every day he kisses all over my face, neck, masturbates and grabs my breasts and presses them so hard. We talked about not doing it couple of times but we cannot resist by evening but we have never had sex. Both of our parents are looking for matches for us. There is no way we can get married. Am I making a mistake of continuing this unknown relationship furthur? Or should I stop spending time with him?
Please advice.
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