this guy proposed me in a very spl way. d best i cud think, at the time i ws nt ready fr commitment, bt when i saw his tears fr me n how hard times he's facing, n may be he needs me. i fel fr him.
since the same time we're facing problems in our relationship. i helped him a lot. sacrificed a lot in his bad times. bt nowadays, we keep doubting each other's love. n we both become nasty n abuse each other . then we both feel bad that how cud u say such things to me. my parents wud never allow me to marry him. then i think why to fight with my family fr this nasty guy. n he starts thinking that why to cry fr such a bad girl, she doesn't knw commitment. she cant maarry anybody. then again nasty fights. they keep on going. lastly we stop talking to each other. then we dnt talk .. den it becomes immpossible. we call each other we discuss out. quiting doesn't seem fine. we talk few days fine. we again fight nasty. we again cry.
my concerns are
we've not brought out good in each other. its always fights. no happiness. i feel we'l never be happy togeter. i dnt find the relationship is going anywhere. i feel that i'm sacrificing a lot n i'l always hav to. we both hav different thinking.. olmost opposite.as in i like more social n he's more into himself. i like the world around us nd he hates this world. other than me he only thinks of money nd i think of happiness.i realy hav to cut down all my thoughts. the whole energy goes into making things up. fixing them up.
the only positive thing i find is: he'l never leave me. cuz thats just not posible fr him. nd he thinks of family with me so. all his dreams are there with me.
is it all normal. can we think of marriage. shd i go fr it. i dnt knw.
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