Shyali
Dosto mere naam Shyam hai, main Delhi rehta hu aur aaj itna akela hu ki apne akelepan ko dur krne ka zaria is story likhkar kar raha hu. Mere bachpan me hi parents ki death ho gyi jab mein 8 saal ka tha. Parents ne love marriage kiya tha jiske karan dada ji ka asirwad to kya chehra tak na dekh pya kabhi. Parents ke marne ke bad mujhe Mumbai se Kolkata masi ke ghar laya gya fhir Jamsehpur Bokaro ek masi se dusare tak instalment me bachpan gujara. Padhai me thoda acha tha, schooling achi hue convent missionary school me pata nhi kaise. Paise ki dikkat kabi mehsus nhi hui sare ladke mujhe shayad isilye sir pe bithate the. Dekhte hi dekhte 18 saal ka ho gya tbi achnak life ka pehla gift mila. Mujhe pe kuch kagaz pe sign karwaye gaye aur phir duniya hi badal gayi. Ek ek rupay ke liye tarasne laga. Ek dost ke dad ne hint diya ki teri property pe kabza ho gya jot ere parents ka tha aura b to apni relatives ke liye bojh hai. Samjhdar tha aur mere mein self respect our pride kuch jada hi paidaishi hai, dosto ke sath ek din bag uthaya our Delhi chala aya ,ek naya Shyam.
Jitna aasan ghar se bhagna hai use kai guna jada life ki dikkate hai. Kuch aur to nhi kar sakta tha to home tution dene ki kosis kri lekin use bhi pane me pasina chut gya tab ek tution mila 100 rupey monthly ka ( 2003 years). Jin dosto ke sath kiraye per eh raha tha sabne wapsi ka rasta chuna, kisi ko admission ache college me nhi mila, kisi ko hawa pani suit nhi kiya aur koi paiso ke karar are haan usme to ek ladka raat me sote wakt darn eke karan bhag gya(Chandan). Lekin Chandan ne delhi akar 6 mahino me ek kaam to bada acha kiya, body building ka, daily gym jata tha achi body banayi thi pata nhi kis kaam ki. Khair ab akela rehna tha tution ki kamai to Lok Sabha ka bill ho gya aage badhne ka naam hi na le. Natiza college chodna pada, kabi marketing to kabhi off jaise taise kaam nikal raha tha lekin kabhi kisi ki yaad na ayi are koi hona bhi to chaiye apna jiski yaad aye. Dobara tution start kiya kyuiki padhna tha, is bar kismat achi thi ek madam ne Anand vihar me tution lagwaya. Acha paisa mila aur respect bhi, sare bache mujhe like karte the aur mein us colony me famous ho gya, kyuki mein kafi friendly aur humble tutor tha especially me weak student ko kafi confidence dilate tha aur result bhi acha hua natiza income badha. Student mujhe sir kam dost jada mante the aur mera sarir jo aaj tak badha hi nhi bas dadhi muche aa gyi. Hairani hogi apko jaan kar ki class , 6-7th ki girls purpose kar deti thi bina dare. Khair ye to unka bachpana tha maine ab phir se college me admission liya DU correspondence aur padhna padhana suru. Paisa aur health ache the, maine bike bhi karidi Pulsar kafi popular bike thi us samay. Ab life me sab acha chal raha tha to pata nhi kyu pyar karne ka chaska laga. Bhai isse jada khatarnak hatiyar aaj tak nahi bana nuclear out atom bomb to insan ke sarir ke chitde uda deta hai lekin ye agar galat jageh ho jaye to aatma ke chitde ud jate hai maut bhi naseeb nhi hoti. Relaince ka phone tha r world chat se ek ladki se bate start hui, number exchange kiya phir call. Uska naam Kavita tha, mere se pehle din hi bate karte2 boli ki r world me ex ladka aur bhi hai jisse use friendship kari hai. Mera matha thanka aapka bhi hoga, lekin isme fark hai, aapka dimag isliye thanka ki ek friendship se mai kya bawal macha raha hu, lekin bhai logo mai thoda hatke hu, mujhe ek aisi ladki chahiye jiske life mein sirk main hu aur meri life me sirf wo. Baki sab kaam ki bate, lekin friend banana mujhe acha nahi lagta aur mujhe pata hai aap me se 95% log mujhse sehmat nahi hoge lekin mein 5% me se hoon. Natiza, Kavita ko meine saaf2 keh diya aur use ye bhi kaha ki wo galat nhi lekin meri soch kuch aur hai. Usne mujhe pagal bataya aur us din ke baad hum bate nahi karte the lekin uska msg ata rehta tha. Fhir meri life mein ek ladki usi rworld se aayi, Harsh naam tha uska, mujhe simple gharelu girl pasand hai aur usne kuch aisa hi bataya apne bare mein.
Mere liye love word ka matlab tha shaadi karna aur jo sara jamana kehta hai TRUST, iske definition alag2 hai logo ke bich. Kuch ladkiyan kehti hai agr trust karte ho to mere ane jane karne pe jada sawal mat uthao aur hum jaise kehte hai waisa kaam hi mat karo ki sawal uthana pade. Example mera affair r world se suru hua mujhe mili ladki jise me pyar karu our shaadi karu aura b mera r worl chat se koi matlab nhi hona chaiye leikin kuch log kehenge chat pe dost bi to hote hai sabse pyar to nhi karte, phir mera sawal wohi ek hi ladka friend ho aur partner aur mere saat bhi yahi rule apply hota hai. Harsh ne kaha wo bhi bilkul aisa hi sochti hai. Fhir hum dono ne apne past ke bare me btaya, meri life me to ek ladki ayi thi Kavita jisse mein aajtak mila tak nahi wo maine Harsh ko btaya . Usne kaha ki wo aaj tak kisi ladke se mili nahi sirf chat pe dost hai aur koi nahi. Simple Govt school se padhi hai aur past koi affair nahi. Dono ne ek dusare ki tarah soch kaha aur relation aage badha. Wo 17 ki thi aur mein 21 ka. Life mein romance suru hua aur humne kaafi nazdiki mein waqt guzara. Mujhe wo achi lagti thi aur main shadi karna chata tha aur haan maine apko btaya nhi ki mein sirf poor family wali ladki hi chathta tha kyuki mujhe apni okat pta tha koin akela ladka ke liye riste choti ghar me hi ache se jud sakte hai. Iska reason hai money kuki mein akela hu kiraye pe rehna hai, khud ki kamai se ghar chalana ha mera manana tha ki sirf choti ghar ki ladki hi mere sath khus rahegi. Harsh waise hi ghar se thi aur Kavita to kafi jada dikat wale family se thi (money issue).
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