hello!
I am 21 year old and i was in a committed relationship with a guy for 3 years. our relationship was going very smoothly and we were very happy. in fact we were planning to take our relationship to next step; getting married. we had even planned to talk about it with our parents. his parents knew about us and they were happy and wanted us to get married. they assured us that they will talk to my parents as well and will convince them. but out of the blues, one day i got a news that my bf has committed suicide. i was broken. he was very happy in his life. his studies, family, love was everything was great. he was a very lively and energetic person full of life. he was a positive man and always used to have a smile on his face. last time we met the day before he has committed suicide. nobody knows why he has taken such big step. he left no suicide note.
right now i am in such a position that i do not want to live. each day is life a punishment for me. each breath is painful. please tell me what to do.
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