I have been in a relationship with this amazing guy for the past 6 months. We have many good memories. We have lot of things common. I fell in love with him and wished he would be mine even when I was already in a relationship with my abusive ex. When I came to know that he and I have undergone the same physical and emotional abuse from our dads, I felt like I should heal him and have been giving him unconditional love ever since. I write love letters, let him know how much I love him everyday. I even started writing journal about how much I worship him and love him. Each entry in it is a love letter to him. Everything was going perfect. But lately he was ignoring me as he had lot of work but I was confused why he was doing that cause it is not like he will not get five minutes off to call me. I was again beaten up by Dad and I needed him badly. I would call him but he would always say he is busy and wouldn't return my call.Nobody knew we are dating. I had preferred it be kept under wraps since my psycho ex will simply cause us problems. His co-worker told me he is dating this girI who is supposed to be his best friend. I was totally confused. I asked him, he sent a message that said "rofl" and called and told me it is a long story and will tell me when he gets back from the trip. I dont know y i did what i did. I checked his facebook messages. I am not at all the jealous type. He had a very good relationship with his ex. I never once felt threatened. I told him what I did. I apologized and begged him to forgive me. He broke up. But I again called and begged him to take me back. Now he told all his friends what I did and they all hate me for it. His mom too. Nobody knows about us and I still don't know if we were in a relationship. I felt very bad. I am a nice person. I normally don't do such things. I asked sorry a 100 times. I feel bad that his mom- who I was trying to make a good impression also got to know. She hates me now. I love him more than anything but now it feels like nothing will ever be ok again
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