i m getting married to the one i love.. n he also loves me very much.. we both have seen both good n bad times together n struggled a lot for this marriage to happen....
now my past is creating a problem within myself..
i had a past relationship of 3 yrs in college times..
we had fights n we had a brk up.. the fights happened bcoz of his possessiveness .. which started due to some misunderstandings...
after the break up.. he kept trying to convince me to start again but i didn't.. he used to love me a lot ... i cudn't help him in his bad times.. maybe bcuz i didn't know abt values at that time...
my fiance taught me the real meaning of commitment nd values...
i dnt know why but i feel that my ex bf still loves me.... nd i did very wrong to him.. this feeling is a torture..
this is coming in my dreams that i'v done wrong to him..n now i'l never be happy...
so i've already said sorry to him twice (n at that time me n my fiance had a big fight),.. but this feeling of doing a sin is not leaving me..
i dnt wnt to cal him again cuz it creates a problem to my fiance..
my ex bf is not in any relationship n wil not be getting married til 2-3 yeras more...
its just impossible for me to hide these feelings to my fiance.. m trying my best ..but he always comes to know that there's something wrong in my mind...
i dnt knw wht to do..
as the marriage is coming closer.. nd such thoughts in my mind regarding my ex.. i feel that i'l be cheating my fiance also... if i marry him with my ex still in my mind..
plz hellpp!!
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