Should I continue with this girl as Friend and what is in her mind?
i knw dis girl for quite sum tym now.we are very close.i share with her a lot and she also does.she is very caring and emotional about me.she used to have a boy friend before and had a bad break up.i want her in my life and after waiting for months one day i said her whats in my mind.initially she was silent and then i insisted on her to give her reply she told me she never thought like that and she wants that i shud be part of her life forever as a freind .after hearing this i told her to save my face its a nice decision and im happy even though i was terribly sad on hearing that.we are still in touch i still flirt wid her a lot.i told her again yesterday as she will be leaving that i will miss her always and she means a lot to me.yesterday i called her up and she also said i was about to call you but as she was going she said im with friends and catch u later.she thinks i will be busy and she is hesistant.i miss d talks and conversation we had for hours.she still gets upset if i dont meet her or dont call her back.she gets upset even if i drink too and wen i say upset she gets truely.but am i just a friend in her life huh??she means a lot and i dunno wheather i'm just a friend in her life too??have i reached a dead end??shud i move on as its damn difficult to do i luv her a lot...but i cant make out whats in her mind?? i had some hope but as she is about to go i dunno and its dying out?? help me what should i do??its now or never....
