Originally Posted by
zeena
Guest who s here back again ;)
Humph , just wanted to update stuff and give a conclusion to this post .
Well , he s fine , me? yes. Good.
Notexts - no calls - no talkings.
BUT, yeah the feeling is still the same - atleast from my side.
Its been exactly a week since i told him that i still havent gotten over him one bit.
A seven page text page , the reply i received - You'l be fine.
Felt unfortunate to see a reply like that which indirectly told me - Do i even care lady?
And 11 months now. Still thinking about him. Wonder if he even thinks about me for a minute.
I dont know what to call this. Why do i love him so much ? I dont get a pinch of it in return. My friends are fighting with me every day to forget him , move on, search for another guy. Still you know, i have it for him. i cannot go make it happen. This happened to me. From no where.
Its THAT strong. Tried to forget it. but NO. Not happening.
I still havent got a proper reason from him for saying no to me.
Every night before going to bed , i plead myself to get over him , and my heart says yes. The very next day i enter college and look out for him , and to my eyes i find him doing the same from some corner of the courtyard. 5 seconds, i look at those eyes. And i fall for him all over again. this happens everyday. That keeps me going. I dont even know if im imagining all of this.
Guess im meant to be this way ;)
Thanks and good bye guys :)
And grem smith - MOST AMAZING FEELING. Best part , you dont expect anything in return.