i am confuse about dream and my life

hello
i am from kathmandu nepal add gongabu townplanning
my name is isha gautam i awalys see bad or not bad i am so confuse when devi ma angry face come with my dream but i think its good .sometime i saw very big home like a temple and i wear jwellere whole off my body my mom say that is good but i feel so sad and bad think in my mind in hole day . if i close my eyes few min i want to cry andsome think missing there in my dream .and in onethink in my hole dayif i saw some couple or some married man or women i am very confuse why they are love each other and i dont like them . and my mom and dad i dont like then hole day i want answer yes an when i have women problem that time my leg was not moving and sizzirin also i want to come this program raaz pehlia janam ka please call me that program i want to answer please