Totally dipressed in choosing between my parents and my love.

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Hi...
May be my statements are familier to u bt m really so disturbed with my life.
I m in a relationship from more than a year.That guy loves me alot and i love him too.we want to get married but there is only one problem-my family's decision.
He is intercaste and my parents will never agree with this relationship as they are strictly against.
Once i had told my family about him...my words were like thunder on them....
I was beaten up by my brother,father and mother.They asked me for leaving him..i agreed in front of them but i m still in contact with him..i can't leave him.i've faced worst situations in my life.
I've lost all my hope that me and my love can be together in future.
Now,m unable to collect that courage to ask my family again about him because this time...my parents can not bear more shocks..either they will kill me or hurt themselves.....
I love my parents alot bt i love my bf too..
I can't live without any one of them....


Please help me...what can i do....
Please....please....