I am Shikha and married with Muslim boy me & my hubby we both working and well settled.
But I am disturb form my past life aisa lagta hai pyar karne ke itni badi saja milegi. Mujhe Pyar to milne ki khushi to hai par ek guilt hamesha rehega. Jab maine apne relationship ke bare mein apne parents ko bataya to vo bahut naraz hue aur meri shadi ke liya mana kar diya par maine bhi unshe kuch nahi kaha aursab kuch God par chorde diya. Ek din mera papa ne drink ke nache mein mere affaire ke bare mein mera uncle bata diya bas is tarah se ye baat sabhi relative & colony mein fahal gayi. Ek hindu & muslim ke relationship ko Punjabi people kabhi accept nahi kar sakte. Sab log mujhe galat samjhane lage unnecessary ke baatein karne lage . Par meri mamma ko mujh par believe tha. Kuch time baad mere papa ke lever problem ke wajhe se death ho gayi. Sabhi logo ne iska blame mujhe diya ke tumhari problem ke liya unki death ho gayi itna sab sun kar maine suicide karne ke koshish ke. Sabhi ghar ke logo aur mamma ne sanjhaya aur mein kahi aur shadi karne ke liya maan gayi. Par society mein the baatein bharti hi ja rahi thi. Aisa kuch bhi galat na karne par itna kuch galat ho gaya hai agar mein kishi aur shadi karungi to agar waha par yeh sab pata chalega to kya hoga. Maine kahi bhi shadi karne se mana kar diya. Mein aaj apne papa se bahut pyar karti hu and I miss him a lot. Papa ke hospitalize ke time mamma ko financial need ke liye kishi ne bhi help nahi ki mare mama & massi ne bahut help ke. Tab meri mamma ke apne ki pahchan hui. Kahta hai God ke wish ke bina kuch nahi milta aur jab unki kirpa hoti hai sab kuch unhi ke wish se hota hai. Suddenly meri mamma & massi ne mujh se shadi ke baat ke aur vo humare marriage ke liya maan gayi Court marriage hui & reception party throw ki mamma ka khas relative hi invited the. Tab ise bhi lago ko problem hui ki humhe kyu nahi bulaya beti shadi main. Aaj sab kuch sahi sabi relative & society ke log humare ghar par ate hai acche se baat karte hai. Sab kuch thik hai. Meri & hubby ke puri family haapy hai kishi ko koi problem nahi hai hum sab festival celebrate karte hai. Par itni kushi ke baad bhi mera maan disturb hai ke shayad maine galat kiya , mujhe muslim ladke sa pyar hi nahi karna chiye tha. Maine apne parents ki bahut insult karwayi. Please help……….
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