Hi..
I am starting with this for the first time...
I don't know how to start with ..
the very first thing in me ..i guess is i cant express myself properly..
I will try hard to express as much as possible
In my life, i have never got any1 who can understand me..and can find anything good in me..
My parents they always compared me with my brother and sister..
My boy friend..he never appreciates me.
I have been doing things according to their wishes,if they told me not to do this or that,i have obeyed them.If they have told not to wear this or not to go there or anywhere,I have accepted everything.
I don't even show them how much hurt, i am.
I just try to make them happy as well as show them my fake happiness.
I don't know why its always me who comes out to be guilty every time.
They make me realize that, I am not good at talking,I utter wrong words..
They make me realize that ,i' m a stupid..
I'm not..I am a friendly person,a jolly kind...and i want to remain like dat..
I m just pissed off of making every1 feel good..
But what about me..arnt there my feelings..
why do they do this to me?
I don't want anything from them,just this much that they come to me nd tell me that you are really a nice person..
thanks for doing so much for us..
I don't know what else to right,I hope u understood what I'm in person and what's going on with me..
I just want u to help me..before i actually b in depression..
please do help..
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