Confused about my Boyfriend refusing first then agreed for marriage.

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So, this is a complicated one!

I am into relationship with a boy for over 10 years and things were going smooth. One-two years back, I insisted the boy to get married but due to his family problems he refused. Then he came up again and agreed to marry. Now my parents are desperately looking for someone suitable match for me. Also they said that if you want to marry that guy we are Okay with that. BUt, my mind is blown into confusion this time. I am really not sure, if I should marry that boy or not. I still love him and he loves me too, but I don't know, what happened to me. There is nobody else here, to whom I am attracted to. So not like lack of interest due to someone else. I am really confused.