I am stuck in a big complicated state . I need suggestion for my problem.
I was in love with a guy A from 5 years. He never cared me much as a lover though i loved him alot.
In the meantime i met this guy B, who is my colleague. I became very close friend of him and he cared me a lot and show me lot of affection. Out of our control we both started loving each other. One fine day he proposed to me and he explained me how much i meant for him . And he asked me who was my happiness. Since i didn't wanted to hurt my Boyfriend A i told B that i can't stay with him i would marry my boyfriend A only. And i agreed to stay as friends with B . I told this proposing matter to my boyfriend A and after some days he started to restrict me for many things and started doubting on me. And due to his forcing i had to tell my parents that i would marry A even though i was not happy with his behaviour and i convinced my parents for marriage. On the other hand my boyfriend's parents started asking for huge dowry . And things became more complicated between us i had to break up with him.
After some months of this again B asked me if i would consider to be with him for rest of his life.
Since i liked him alot i agreed to him .
Now the real problem is how to tell my parents about my second love and how to convince them . I had struggled a lot to convince for the first one only and again now how can i ask them about second one ?
Please help me with what i can do ?